Meth Chronicles on rootofpi.org

Another First

Fri, 07 Apr 2023 21:00:44 +0000

Here’s another first in my life: I’m homeless. Literally and figuratively: homeless. I have no home, no room, no any-sort-of-shelter for myself. It’s Friday night now and this happened on Monday. Really, the happening happened over the course of the past half year or so. I allowed myself to become bitter and sullen and nasty. I treated the staff of where I lived like shit, and didn’t make any concessions towards improving myself any-more.

Relationship Daydreams.

Sun, 27 Feb 2022 23:47:37 +0000

Morbid shifting of my ideal relationship.

A Fun Game For Every Boy and Girl to Play!

Sun, 14 Nov 2021 12:31:11 +0000

Simple game to play when you’re high as hell.

Denial Will Not Serve the Situation

Fri, 15 Oct 2021 16:45:27 +0000

my spun-ass has cleared the threshold of whatever sordid dwelling we were currently occupying

Alone Down There

Sun, 27 Jun 2021 15:03:50 +0000

Ebbing back and forth for hours. Zac showed up at my door sometime around 5pm. Full of his particular brand of self-defacing gloom-doom-prophecy.

Truth of the Situation

Mon, 24 May 2021 14:39:40 +0000

My widget is lying.

Not Clever

Wed, 21 Apr 2021 19:05:10 +0000

I’m tired of the game and its ruleset. It feels like I’ve given everything to it and have gotten not quite what I bargained for in return.

Standard Definition of Insanity

Wed, 03 Mar 2021 05:32:20 +0000

Just two hot-mess tweakers using the public transportation system to make a visit to the ER.

Limits and Memories Are Mutable

Mon, 14 Sep 2020 22:07:30 +0000

my hard limits seem to not be as hard as they once were. and i cannot with any certainty say what is my rock bottom or a general boundary to myself at this current time.

Clarity Statement

Sun, 23 Aug 2020 22:03:53 +0000

This is my story. There are many like it, but this one is mine.

What Do I Stand to Lose

Thu, 06 Feb 2020 11:53:44 +0000

I could go on and on. The allure is strong and the pull is definitely real. My mind apparently hasn’t given up its fascination with the entire process of using and being used.